A man, soon or later, run into a dividing line.

Sex

Sex is an original desire for man. We are driven by this original desire to become stronger, better version of ourselves. It provides strong fuel of motivation for every man. There are two ways of usage: low-level desires and high-level desires.

low-level desires

Due to the advancing of technology, porn is easy to be reached online. Soft pornography contaminated every social app. They highlights the idea that a man should release their desire, I used to fall into this viewpoint: "It is ok to masturbation cause I am a man, I have desire." However, this low-level of desire turn me into abyss. I had become low confidence, negative about my life, short patient at everything. What I wanted was that instant gratification. Everything in the world already label a price for it, you may use credit to pay for it temperately, but the due day will never disappear. I deeply changed, changed for bad, changed for the person who is sucked. My immune system got destroyed. I was in deeply depressed.

High level desires

We are all human, we all have sex desire, but what separates me form the other is I sublimate sex desire into creation The sex desire come, I no longer release it by fapping, I use it as a fuel to create, to invent, to put it into my career. A truly happiness is not come from comsuption, it is coming form creation! building one thing from the scratch into terrific, magnificiant product make my proud. Especially Ai is dismantling the technology moat, the gap between your imagination and reality is shrinking!!! one man company is reality, you are the boss to manipulate a versatile digital worker working for you, what a feeling haha, you only need to pay token for them(I am not a slaveholder lol).

Final thoughts

A true man will focus on his soul, control his desire, to accomplish what really matters.